The LETTING GO
To What is DONE
Yet to BE
All our Might
In PERFECT Time
We LET GO!
The DOOR Closed
The OPEN Door
While my connection to my late-husband John has grown in ways that continue to surprise the hell out of me, experiencing visitations from him where he offers assuring messages and guidance, feeling him companion me through my new lifetime, smiling from the depths of me as his laughter echoes in my blissful celebration of life, living for the love of living; it is rare that he is in my actual dreams. But in my dream state last night, together, John and I unloaded a warehouse full of “stuff” into a semi-trailer, packing it full. And the door closed. He kissed me goodbye and climbed into the cab of the semi. I got into a brand new car and drove off.
And the door closed. The door closed on the residue of a life that was and I awakened reborn, renewed with a sense of my Spirit even more in present time. I have felt so engaged in this new lifetime – not consciously stuck in the life that was, not pining for my old life; but the sacred timing of the soul does what it does to clear what must go to make room for the blessings that await, amazing grace closing doors and opening doors. We birth more and more of our Self until the final letting go. At times it is subtle so much so that we don’t even notice and at times, we feel the shift viscerally: mind, body, heart and soul – all of us plugged into the Now, the point of Creation ready to dance as never before possible. I sit here with hot tears of awe and gratitude streaming down my face – cleansing waters welling up from the depths of me baptizing me again, marking this new adventure unfolding right here in this moment, breath by magic breath.
I got into a brand new car and drove off symbolizing my new lifetime traveling on highways I have never explored, navigating roads because I must as I am alive, a pioneer making my way, blazing trails that only I can see, following my inner compass, living free in my Spirit. All of this made possible from the door closing. Who I Am ever-opening. Discovering my Self through the life that was, through the life that is and through the life that will be. In this moment, it has all converged. The energy has integrated and made me whole. This sacred dance unfolding perfectly through events we curse and circumstances we bless. There is Beauty in it all. There is energy in it all.
Our willingness to alchemize the lead, the heaviness spinning it into gold, our hearts lighter than ever before, our depths of Joy unparalleled; this is essential to scripting our new story not from wounds of the past but fully liberated, the wounds cauterized by this force of Love we are so life’s blood can flow wildly – valves wide open – inviting More! More! More! We are channels of grace the heavens pouring through us as we stand on this earth making this human journey absolutely divine. This privilege to experience life dancing through us ever-cycling, closing doors and opening doors requires us to Trust the Universe as a partner, alive within us and all of Creation ushering us into our highest good and greatest joy.
The invitation this day is to grieve the doors that have closed, holding them sacred so you can let go of a life that was but is no longer. Pause. Drop into this moment connecting to your breath. Call your Spirit back from wounds of the past. Be fierce! Tap into your Momma Bear energy fighting for your life, all your hopes, all your desires for this dream that is yours for the claiming. Come into your power – stand whole in this Love you are! Let this Love cauterize your wounds so life’s blood can flow wildly and freely through you right here and now; writing a new script for your life empowered with a sense of your Bigness, knowing new doors are open awaiting you to come and play for your Joy.